On a cloudy gray day, where the air smells thick of rain and the plant's leaves are begging for light, I found myself walking down a sidewalk.  This sidewalk has been one that I had walked over for two years, in which I learned all of its imperfections.  Now, this was the last time my feet would ever feel it.  With the birds serenading overhead I was left in a state of bliss, where memories pierced the surface of my mind.  This sidewalk had been one to lead to pain, love, friendship, hatred, peace, and anger.  This final walk was to bring back lovely memories worth keeping.  Memories that I wish time will not take.  I knew, when starting at Winthrop, that I was only going to be there two years then I would leave, but that sounded so easy two years ago.  This walk was my final march to say, "You have taught me all you can, and I am at peace with leaving."   I am not exactly sure what the future will hold, but if it is anything like my past then I welcome all of it with open arms.  As I was walking and going over the past two years I am reminded that now I have a fresh start with my only tie now being someone very important to me, and without her I fear I would loose all ambition to remember where I came from, and the work I had done to reach where I am.  Lauren is so special to me, and my total inspiration for my music.  She is my love, and I am hoping she will stick with me through all the future has to offer.  To all those whom I have met and befriended, I wish you all the best for you and your future and I pray that you make the decisions to live a wonderful life full of happiness, peace, beauty, and love.